i looked at them
and my heart skipped a beat

their smile was bright
a poison to my soul

i wish them to be happy
but hate myself for doing so

glanced at them for the last time
could not bare to look again

as i step futher away
suddenly my steps were heavier

my vision got blurry
and i was out of breath

i knew was never the one
but still hoped that i could be her

heart that was crushed
friendship that was scarred
only those was left of me